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Jared left today for training in North Carolina. he'll be gone for 2 1/2 months. i haven't went a day without him for 9 months and now i wont see him for what seems like forever. i didn't think it'd be this hard to say bye to him. when my ex went to basic i was upset about not seeing him for 4 months but for some reason this seems so much harder. i really do love him and i believe I've found the right one. i couldn't stop thinking about how i was going to go days without seeing him or how we weren't going to his house to cuddle and how we weren't going to do our daily things together. all i do now is wait around for a phone call. when he comes back in mid march he has two weeks off then he goes to Iraq. which will be so much harder but i think over the next couple months ill be used to this whole thing.
i love && miss you boo. <3
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